Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Happy Holidays

Christmas has always been a very special holiday for me. Every year around this time I get excited looking forward to the holiday season. I look forward to the warm feeling that I get during this time when listening Christmas music and putting up decorations. I quietly reflect on memories of days gone by and people who were lost along the way. Conflicting emotions of love and emptiness breaks through giving me a sense of perspective. I find myself looking at life with an optimist’s view.

Whatever this holiday season means to you, may you be surrounded with health, happiness and love.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Amazing Grace

Graceful
Skin so fair
Lips pale, parched
Hair messed
 Overwhelming sadness
Walks the earth searching
Cannot find her way
Soul is tortured and lost
Pain is deep
 She walks and suffers alone
Nothing is obvious
She cannot go on
Falls to her knees
Questions her journey 
Questions her faith
She is weak
Her spirit is broken
 The light embraces her
 she is free
Fear has become her savior
Love, compassion surround her
So much joy
 Understanding of all things
The light envelops her 
The light brings her home

Michelle Palmieri Kneute

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Seeing Blind

No colors, no sizes, no shapes

No textures, no guidelines

No judgment on appearance

The darkness is endless and even, calm and consistent

Sound and touch are the eyes and a window to the soul

The world is seen through imagination

The tone of one’s voice gives insight to the listener

There is no discrimination

All is equal

The sounds of the ocean is soothing to the ears

The smell of fresh baked bread warms the heart

The touch of a caring hand comforts the soul

Seeing blind is seeing clearly, open minded, and fair

Michelle Palmieri-Kneute

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Memorial Day

Memorial Day is upon us with a weekend of barbecues and the celebration of a long weekend. During that time of fun please remember the reason for the day. It is a day of tribute and thanks to our fallen soldiers. As the saying goes "all give some and some give all." Pray for the living and honor the fallen. God Bless our military.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

New Jersey "Reality" - CNN IReport

New Jersey "Reality" CNN IReport


May 11, 2010
Cliffwood Beach, New Jersey
Vetting explained Posted by:
(me)


CNN producer note

MichellePK says she is from New Jersey.

- nsaidi, CNN iReport producer



iReport — Reality shows about the Garden State have become very popular in the last couple of years. The two that are most familiar to me is “The Jersey Shore” and “Real Housewives of New Jersey”. I admit, I was excited that there were shows about the people in NJ; that is, until I watched an episode. I couldn’t stomach much more than one or two episodes of either show.

These two shows portray the people of New Jersey to be ignorant, self-centered, loud, and tasteless. People who live here and who come here to vacation don’t act that way. I guess the operative word here is “act”. The drama on these shows is strictly for entertainment and to poke fun at New Jersey. Being that I am from New Jersey and I’m also an Italian American, I am not laughing nor am I entertained.

Let me tell you a little bit about the New Jersey that I live in. I work and attend classes at a NJ community college that has 15,000 students, and I have never had contact with anyone that remotely resembles the cast of Jersey Shore. The young people that I see every day are bright stars who are looking to make their way in the world.

The Real Housewives of New Jersey doesn’t offend me as much as it disappoints me. The show makes these women look like immature high school girls acting tough and throwing temper tantrums.

I have been fortunate to know some very creative and caring women from different backgrounds and education levels whom are well informed, work hard outside and inside their home, and they keep the drama at a minimum. There haven’t been any tables flipped at any of the dinner parties I’ve attended.

The bottom line is that these shows may give New Jersey attention, but they are not reality. These are TV shows pretending to by reality. The real New Jersey is a much nicer place with a lot to offer as far as museums, art, restaurants, concerts, theater, beautiful parks --and the list goes on.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Crossroad of a Nation

History has shown us of the rise and fall of nations, dynasties and empires and how their decisions have caused their governments to soar to power and then plummet to their demise. We in America cannot be so overconfident to believe that we are not subject to the perils that former empires and dynasties have faced.

We are a very determined and resourceful people here in the United States. However, right now there is one very important element that is missing in the equation, and that is unification. There is no unity among our politicians, our media, and many of our people. I find this interesting because we know a house divided does not stand.

Politicians along with mainstream media have been reduced to taking pot shots at their advisories in an attempt to sabotage each other. This undermining rhetoric has diminished efforts toward an important goal which this country was founded on, and that goal is prosperity. Regardless of political affiliation, we as a nation need to find common ground and push forward on ideas that work and not stonewall because of ideology or political party.

There is plenty of blame to go around on how we got into this mess, but that shouldn’t be the focus of this problem. At this point, we need to focus on how to get out of this mess and then formulate realistic solutions that will keep us from being this vulnerable again.

The United States is at a crossroad. We need more productive and fiscally responsible decisions being made by our government. This means both sides need to work together for the good of the United States of America, not for political reasons or ideology.

I don’t want to see our great nation be another footnote in history along with many other once great but now fallen nations, empires and dynasties.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Elance.com - Freelance Employment Website

While reading Woman's Day magazine, I came across Elance.com, which was being recommened in an article for people looking for alternative employment solutions.  It is a Freelance website for individuals who are looking for work or need to find someone to get a job done. 

If anyone is out of work or looking for extra money, this may be the way to go.

http://www.elance.com/

Cauldron of Fire

The flames burn intensely, but I can’t feel the fire

I ache, yet I submerge in my addiction

I rationalize the pain

I pretend to enjoy its scalding heat

I’m engulfed by the flames

Swallowed by my overindulgence

Powerless to move, I want more

The flames feel good now

The colors are vivid and beautiful

No one else sees the beauty that I see

It is only seen through my twisted perception

The cauldron of fire has imprisoned another willing slave

Written by Michelle Palmieri Kneute

My Philosophy

I think we gain knowledge in life from different experiences. I was not blessed with good health, but my complex health issues are my life lesson.

I was born NJ in 1964 with multiple heart defects. My pediatrician told my parents that there was nothing that they could do for me and recommended that I be brought to Columbia Presbyterian Medical Center in New York City, which was the best hospital for me to be in those days. He sent my parents with a letter of introduction so that I could be seen as a patient. I have since had two open heart surgeries there to alleviate, but not cure these issues.

In 2001, I was diagnosed with Thyroid cancer. After four surgeries and three doses of radioactive iodine, in 2008 I am now in remission.

Regardless of what obstacles are sent my way, I wouldn’t exchange my life for anyone else’s life. God gave me an excellent opportunity to learn and understand and be strong. I am who I am because of my circumstances and that’s a good thing. I’m very fortunate and I don’t take my life for granted. There are so many people who are less fortunate. There are people out there who have never seen the color of the sky or what a rose looks like and others who have never heard the sound of the ocean. I am very blessed indeed.